Wats up with god?

I was jus wondering lately.. Whats the matter with god.. don worry guys nothing to do with sobs herein.. we have a lot of different interpretation of who god is?what he did? how he created earth? how things move on with his pace all over?Most of us are even totally blimey on knowing that there are a ton different interpretation of the same thing... By any chance, is he not a kind of business man? for a business man profit is the motive so as for god its FEAR.. Business man creates artificial scarcity of products and increase the cost as well as sales later on.. so as god does.. creates scarcity on luck,love,hope and the most of the  key factors which make a human being keep going.. Business man gets money by doing that but wat does god get? Yeah.. god gets money too which s  coming on in by way of lot of hidden secrets ultimately man spends and finally he gets got also and dead some day.. Comes back with new life someday.. Then why strive hard everyday for the life which no more and goes in vain... The god who plans well ahead even the small shakes for human viz a rash drive,signal timing,full rush bus,shoelace.. what does he gain outta all? I wonder if any of you could find a practical answer rather than go on preaching wat u ve been preached by ur forefathers...

Supplement!

Its good to be some one's supplement, but its hard to know that u have supplements everywhere..
Okay.. whats the matter with these supplements ??? what do they actually need?? Not all would really be a supplement,  that successfully ,but some do it whole heartedly.. Wen you are really running short of time ur place is filled in by these supplements and what exactly u r supposed to have received reaches them. By the time u push in, things disappear and its obvious that u envy the supplements, right der the supplements gets a new position..
In all life's arena, why s der a equally competent person? Is it to prove our worth?? or to prove the other ones faith on us?? or an intimation that we are gonna lose??,, all crap.. U have the love,work,understanding,perseverance and also supplements.. everything of ours goes in vain..
Yeah.. Its always hard to be No:2, Be the ONE, else NONE!!!
But hold on.. if they are gonna be ur supplements then u r very much their supplements too.. aren't u? just wait for the right time and swindle out things on ur way..MATHIYOSI!!!

My Day!!

I love the amazing start of my day like mom's yelling,switched off mobile,clock hits 9.15 yet i manage to show no great reactions on the whole debacle.. Still take care of  the swithed off mobile,charge it, send texts out and lazily get ready and run to office thanks to my dearmost bike which helps me out, from my termination.. The entry to office would be as if my late coz of whole night studies or early morning classes, all crap.. But leaving off all these i slightly work bettter too..  And the work is basically like a Agreemented Labour as my well wisher calls it so... He is right.. Looking at the Bills ,vouchers,accounts,audit,reports,MIS and all possible terminology in commerce is not always interesting still life goes on.. Eyes and ears would be eager for the clock hit 5.30pm but not all days.. the damn reports prolong till its 7 or 8 jus as soon as i bid bye to my colleagues..there ll  be two "Hi's" waiting for me.. Holy shit!!! my personl life starts far after dawn and we say we work hard to earn a happy livelihood thats when question arises.. where could we buy time????  no where!!! then why work?? everything is round bout.... all these end at 10:00 pm and as a ritual i go back home.. sit b'4 PC do serious facebooking and as a mater of fact My late night texts are the ones which keeps me running all day.. I can take up bad days but not nights as thats de time i spend with my own soul.. chats at night are like a blessing.. I loovvee it!!!  u want me to continue.. Jus read again from the first line! dats it.. Don be sad for wat had not happened and wat had happened but be happy on wat u gain from it... Be with u in all these cases.. never lose heart, thats the things which keeps u all thru the life..

Anger,The After Effects

This is totally my personal experience on my own anger and also experiences from others.Most of us think that anger is the most efficient and effective part of our life but none of us seem to think bout the after effects of the same.. What do we actually gain?? Jus heart breaks,tears and pains etc, but at the same time no one is Mahatma to accept things as such.. Ego,Attitude etc., everything plays a vital role in anger.Moment after anger is de worser than anger itself.. Im such a short tempered girl i ve quite a lotta experience from my anger which basically ends up with cries and worse heart breaks,Be it mine or others.. I decided to reduce or stop it but nothing did greatly work out.It needs lot of compromises,while i did have two mind on what to decide.. Finally Carrying on a lovely relationship is much much lovely than sticking up to  the dirty anger.. There is nothing wrong in a small sorry,a simple hold,a sweet hug to express that u need the person and not the anger.When u really bow down onto a relationship than to anger your loved one ll love u more.. Value the person and relationship... It ll take to great heights.. Anger just leaves pain and pressure.. So my dear friends..Keep ur heart as light as feather for love.. at the same time keep it as strong as rock for anger that should never touch u.. Pull the anger down from ur eyes.. The world will be even more Beautiful.. I had the word "JUS LEAVE" from my all three loved ones.. It hurts badly.. But my anger is the base of all. I value them not my anger!!